hirap huminga

aun heheheh d2 ko lng nalalabas saloobin q heheh kahit hindi totally release pero ok lng thank you Lord sa pagmamahal na lagi Mong pinparamdam saken alam q pag wala ka sa buhay q I am noting :((

Thanks for reminding me that You will never leave me nor forsake me ..
I know I'm BLESSED.. :)

frustrated daw??

aun it's been 4 months after ng graduation nad yet ala p aqng trabaho..
ala pa q natulong sa pamilya q..

sobrang pressure pag nagtanong bunso kong kapatid ng kelan ka pa mgkakatrabaho kelan ka makkatulong sakn ..
c ate q din ngatanong kelan q pa dw xa mtutulungan haiz buhay nga naman nahihirapan na q too much pressure haiz mag-asawa na nga lng ako hehheheh

**dakilang tambay** pressured

it's been 15 days na ng matapos ang graduation..
wooh dakilang tambay na talaga aq..
madami din pinuntahan inteviews may jobfair pa nga ei hahhaha..

d q makakalimutan ung ng-aplly kami ni psalm natutuwa aq sa mga comment nya hahahha
tulad nong kumain kumain kami sa mcdonalds along gil puyat papntnag washington, makat..
hahhaha nakakatuwa talaga sinundan ng pag-apply namin wid jpan and maghie.

aun napauwi tuloy wala sa oras sa pampanga

**dakilang tambay**

where are you now

to my favorite teacher
told me never give up
To my fifth grade crush
Who I thought I really loved
To the guys I've missed and the girls we've kissed
Where are you now

To my ex-best friends
Don't know how we grew apart
To my favorite band
Sing along in my car
To the face I see in my memory
Where are you now

Where are you now?
Cause I'm thinking of you
You showed me how
How to live like I do
If it wasn't for you
I would never be who I am

To my first girlfriend
I thought for sure was the one
To my last girlfriend
Sorry that I screwed it up
To the ones I loved
Didn't show it enough
Where are you now

Where are you now
Cause I'm thinking of you
You showed me how
How to live like I do
If it wasn't for you
I would never be who I am

I know we'll never see those days again
And things will never be that way again
But that's just how it goes
People change but I know
I won't forget you

To the ones who came
Who we're there from the start
To the love that left
And took a piece of my heart
To the few who'd swear
They'd never go anywhere
Where are you now?

Where are you now?
Cause I'm thinking of you
You showed me how
How to live like I do
If it wasn't for you
I would never be how I am
If it wasn't for you
I would never be who I am
If it wasn't for you
I'd be nothing
Where are you now?

* suffocated*

it's been 2 weeks ng nakalipas nang matapos ang youth camp..

miss q ung mga meetings namin ng mga staff..
asaran..
kulitan..

sympre aq ang inaazar nila haiz na lng..

after nong mga wiiks na un..
madaming ngyari saken as in sunod- sunod na problema dumating..

ngaun i'm totally down emotionally..
dami kong dinadalang bigat sa dibdib q..
sama ng loob, tampo,

andaming bakit sa isip q..
hanggang ngaun walang sagot..

hanggang tanong na lng aq ganon tlaga siguro haiz..

escapade..

kabaliwan na matatawag..

this past thursday at friday..

may bagay aq na ginawa na ewan q bakit q nagawa..

nakasama q ang maga taong hindi q kakilala at unang beses q pa lng nakita at nkasalamuha

tatlong bagay ata.

una: pumunta aq sa malaung probinsiya na hindi q pa napuntahan at hindi q naisip ang dahilan kung bakit aq andon.

pangalawa: naging observer sa mga tanggero at after non may sapakan na nganap.

panagtlo: nag-joyridride ppnta sa lugar na hindi q naisip pntahan sa tanang life q..

haiz..

pero buti na lng hindi kami ngkiat ng mga taong hindi dapat aq makita sa lujgar na un..

wooh asstig buti na lng..


atleast masasabi q sa sarili q na bago q tanggapin ang diploma q ng-enjoy naman aq heheheh..